Archive | May, 2017

May 31, 2017 (Wednesday)

31 May

I had lunch at a community lunch at a Lutheran congregation. Hot dogs. Cole Slaw. Potato chips (Crisps). Fat Boy ice cream sandwich. Iced tea.

Tomorrow evening is a book group, club, at the library. I am in all 3 book clubs at the library.

Saturday I will be busy.


May 30, 2017 (Tuesday)

30 May

When day after day feel so much the same, month after month, it is easy to not notice the progress made. I sit here wondering if I have made any progress, towards goals and dreams, last week and yesterday.


I am alone. Do I want to not be alone? Maybe. Do I want to rush into a relationship so that I am not alone? No. At the moment my focus is my writing and photography. I do not date and I do not go anywhere. I do not have money nor do I have transportation to go anywhere so I remain at home most of the time.


I hope to do some video. I will do some writing today.


May 29, 2017 (Monday)

29 May


May is almost over.

I have no idea what I shall do the rest of today.

I need to organize my stuff, sell some stuff, so that I will be able to find things better.

I am continuing to write in the blogs on my writing website though I do not write in a3 every day.

I hope to do more photo and video soon.

May 28, 2017 (Sunday)

28 May

New week begins today. I made some progress last week with my writing. I have been writing in the blogs for my writing website. I need to write longer pieces that I can sell on Amazon. I also need to promote my writing website and photography website.


What shall I do today? I have stuff I need to do but will I do them?



May 27, 2017 (Saturday)

27 May

This morning I went to the community lunch at an UMC.

Sometimes I think about what would have been different if my camera and other stuff had not been stolen from those years ago. I also think that if I had not lived in housing furnished through my school then my stuff would not have been stolen. I also wonder if it would have been better not to go to film school, especially 2 of them, because I have nothing to show for all of that time and effort.

Living in a rural state does not help my situation. Having no transportation and public transportation do not help as well.

I will keep writing. Continue to do photography and video. I will keep going despite the odds. I have hope despite the things that I have been through.

May 26, 2017 (Friday)

26 May

Yesterday was the first day of writing for my writing site. I have 3 blogs on there where I will post new writing. One of the blogs is for poetry, one is for short screenplays, and one is for short stories. Please visit that site. Be sure to visit my photography site.

I do not know if I will write something new every day for all 3 blogs but that is a goal.


I have stuff that I could do but most days I do not want to do anything. I have not given up but I am closer to that point that I am the passion I once had before certain events in my life.

I do hope that things will improve…

May 25, 2017 (Thursday)

25 May

I had a Skype interview for a job at a Summer Camp. Did not get it due to my lack of management experience. I was very hopeful about getting the job. It’s not been easy these years. I have this feeling that no one will ever hire me.

So, I need to focus on what I can do. I will write. I have been working on my writing website. I have blogs on that site where I will post poetry, short stories and screenplays. The screenplays will be short. They will be scenes most likely.

It’s so easy to become depressed after being rejected. And I have years of experience being rejected. No career for me.


At times like these I have this feeling of not wanting to do anything. I have this feeling often nowadays. The only thing I can do, when I think about  it, is to push through and do something….

Blogs and more

24 May
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May 24, 2017 (Wednesday)

24 May

It’s Wednesday morning. This morning I had these thoughts of what I need to do.

Focus on my writing.


Short stories and novels.


I need to update my writing site. Begin to sell my writing through Amazon.

Promote my writing.

Promote my Patreon account and gain some supporters.

Promote all of this so that I have an income flow.


May 23, 2017 (Tuesday)

24 May

After so long of considering my options I have decided one thing.

I will write. Short stories. Novels. Screenplays. I will publish the short stories and novels on Amazon,


The hope is that I will be able to write and sell enough to make a living.