Monday, December 25, 2023
Merry Christmas!
Happy Holidays!
I am considering going to a few places tomorrow.
Today is not too different from other days. I have no presents to give and no presents to open.
I am considering what I want to do today.
I am not a part of any social circles. I am solitary. No one wants me to be a part of their social circle.
I am too different to fit in anywhere.
I often feel like I cannot do anything because no one will hire me and give me a chance to do anything.
In the NT the people sold all of their possessions and the funds were used to provide for all of the needs of the people.
I once asked a religious person why no one does this in the modern church.
They told me that they found out that it did not work, them being the people in the NT.
People have a way of changing things about their religion to further their own agenda. There’s a movie out now that speaks to some changes made to further a certain agenda.
They ignore doing for others and providing for those in need while making changes to further their agenda.
The rich use the Bible, out of context and mistranslated, to tell the rest of us that we should be happy being taken advantage of by them.
I’m Autistic. I will forget I did something and I will do that thing again thinking I am doing it for the first time.
I once found the answer to a prayer in a question asked,
forget what you have been told,
things are not always as they seem.
I once wrote words,
forming a long poem and story,
and I wonder where those pages
are now.
I feel the need to be but everytime I begin I fail to overcome.
Life is but a dream you dream once.
In a fog I lived
not knowing that everything I was taught
was no more than an evil agenda.
I am not a part of any social circles. I am solitary. No one wants me to be a part of their social circle.
I am too different to fit in anywhere.
I often feel like I cannot do anything because no one will hire me and give me a chance to do anything.
In the NT the people sold all of their possessions and the funds were used to provide for all of the needs of the people.
I once asked a religious person why no one does this in the modern church.
They told me that they found out that it did not work, them being the people in the NT.
People have a way of changing things about their religion to further their own agenda. There’s a movie out now that speaks to some changes made to further a certain agenda.
They ignore doing for others and providing for those in need while making changes to further their agenda.
The rich use the Bible, out of context and mistranslated, to tell the rest of us that we should be happy being taken advantage of by them.
I’m Autistic. I will forget I did something and I will do that thing again thinking I am doing it for the first time.
I once found the answer to a prayer in a question asked,
forget what you have been told,
things are not always as they seem.
I once wrote words,
forming a long poem and story,
and I wonder where those pages
are now.
I feel the need to be but everytime I begin I fail to overcome.
Life is but a dream you dream once.
In a fog I lived
not knowing that everything I was taught
was no more than an evil agenda.
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